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"You drink like you have to forget something."

- (via keinekraftzumleben)

(Source: dvadeset-sedmi-august, via classically-incomplete)

"You don’t miss me.
I should remember that.
I should fucking remember that."

- a.s., baby, what did i do (via sincerelyhappines)

(Source: mossyribs, via classically-incomplete)

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I’ll never forget the time in third grade I decided I was ugly because my grandma said I would never be beautiful unless I lost weight.

I’ll never forget the time in fourth grade when I decided to sleep with five heavy blankets and the heater on in August because I had heard that sweating enough could make you lose weight.

I’ll never forget the time in fourth grade when I thought I was better than everyone else because I paid more attention to things than others would, and thought that made me cooler.

I’ll never forget the time in fifth grade I decided to grow my hair out because a substitute teacher mistakenly called me a boy.

I’ll never forget the time in sixth grade when I decided to wear my hair up every day because a boy in gym called me medusa.

I’ll never forget the time in sixth grade when I decided to start following trends with my clothes because a boy made fun of my suspenders, skirt and sneakers.

I’ll never forget the time in seventh grade when I cried on the first day of school because a boy on my bus told me to kill myself.

I’ll never forget the time in seventh grade when my whole class started laughing at me because I had gotten my first period in math class and bled through my favorite fluorescent blue leggings.

I’ll never forget the time in seventh grade when I first took a blade to my wrist because my best friend of seven years hated me.

I’ll never forget the time in seventh grade when I felt like I need to run away because I was trapped in a dorm room for a camp at 2:00 in the morning, but the dorm felt more like a jail cell in my diluted mind.

I’ll never forget the time in eighth grade when I stayed home from school for almost two weeks because I began throwing up every day from stress.

I’ll never forget the time in eighth grade when I cried for two hours straight because I broke a glass bowl doing dishes, starting crying because I couldn’t do anything without fucking it up, then got screamed at by my dad because I was crying like a baby for no reason.

I’ll never forget the time in eighth grade when I said “I’m sorry” because my only friend had decided that I had too high standards and she didn’t want to talk to me anymore.

I’ll never forget the time in eighth grade when I lost all of my friends because my ex-best friend told everyone to stay away from me.

I’ll never forget the time in eighth grade when I locked myself in my room from noon until midnight because I couldn’t handle my life anymore.

I’ll never forget the time in eighth grade I downed at least ten pills because I had no friends, no purpose and no passion.

I’ll never forget the time in eighth grade when I told my parents I was doing laundry because they came home right before I was about to drink a cup of bleach.

I’ll never forget the time in eighth grade when I told my mom all about depression because I knew I was close to killing myself and succeeding.

I’ll never forget the time in eighth grade when I wanted to die again because I realized my pills were the only things keeping my happy and the placebo effect wore off.

I’ll never forget the time in ninth grade when I wrote this piece of shit because I realized I had been depressed for years but had also been too stupid to notice it.

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- these fucking problems are here to stay (via foreverandalwayskara)

(via classically-incomplete)

"When god became lonely
he created man,
Or was it
When man became lonely
he created god."

- Melanie Exler strengthenizer  (via mirroir)

(Source: strengthenizer, via classically-incomplete)

"It’s all too much and not enough at the same time."

- Jack Kerouac (via n-ul)

(Source: aslovelyasatree, via classically-incomplete)